How can one feel such colossal joy? Following with such impeccable sadness and grief
How can one feel true? When the rest of the world is wasted with tears
I have known you for so many years
I have known you yet never gave a thought
About what it might be like to hold you tight
To hold you right through the night
Not seeing you for years might have done it
Not seeing you grow tall might have helped
But I live miles away
And it is now that I need you the most
That I need to kiss those lips
That I need to hold you close
I never believed at love at first sight
And still I don't
But I believe that when I come back
I could fall for you boy
I could fall and fall and fall
Love takes time
Its takes nurturing and care
But boy my mind can be there
And boy my heart already is
It is had been there the minute we kissed
We live miles away
Miles apart
Miles of pain, sadness and miles of darkened hearts
And it won't be too soon
Until we see each other again,
But just think we can sit underneath the same moon
And we can drink our tears together; we can drink our tears and dream our dreams
Until the sun shines through and I'll be back to reclaim my place
Back to reclaim what I had to leave behind
The boy I had to leave
But can't live without
The boy I have to kiss
But can't even hold tight
When you kissed me
For that very first time
My body went numb
My mind was speechless
You caused me such joy
No words can describe it
No boy has ever done that
And I thank you for being my first
Never thought I'd love again
But boy
I think I can learn to love you more then I have ever loved before
The thought that I had to leave a day after
Leave to a completely different world
Devastated me beyond anyone's comprehension of what truly is cold
Chills ran through my body
Claimed over my heart
And boy I can't get you out of my mind
Your name is stuck
Engraved within my membrane
Within my closed heart
Within my soul
Deep within I'm burnt
And you are the only one I could think of when I am cold
I'll be back within a year
And I'm not expecting you to wait
But maybe you will think of me
Of what you didn't have quite yet
Maybe you will think of what we can conquer and establish
Because oh so soon, I believe we'll fall in love
I believe we'll fall head first
And never look back up
How can one feel such colossal joy? Following with such impeccable sadness and grief
How can one feel true? When the rest of the world is wasted with tears