I don't want to feel this way

I don't want to feel this way,
I don't want you to know,
That I'm secretely in love with you,
I couldn't let it show,

You don't know,
Your the only reason I smile,
And that I think of you all the time,
First thing in the morning and last thing in the evening,

I still wonder if you feel the same way,
Because then I'd regret not telling you,
How I felt for all these years,
Because then my broken heart is caused because of,
Unspoken words.